Today i brought my laptop to school. I carry it on the left side but when i returned home. My right arm feel so sore and it began to cramp. The shoulders feels so stiff that it's hard to rotate my shoulder. My sister touch my arm and she feel that it's warmer from the left side. Weird,possible since I have behaving differently this past few days. 8 weeks past then out of the blue I slept during class.

Ok, I must confess i sleep at 4 almost the past few days because I don't feel well myself. I felt something amiss. This is certainly not the Mashafiz I used to know. The 24/7 happy go-lucky and smiling chap. I ask some of my friends if they believe in my previous post. Most of them agree that sometimes things you dream might come true. Some of them even say take care of what I will be doing.

The time now is 2 in the morning, it's not that I energetic. I just couldn't sleep. The mind just couldn't control my body anymore. What is the thing that keep distracting me? Please go away, I couldn't take it anymore. Maybe I should just relax and have fun. Hopefully this weekend PC show at SUNTEC, family soccer event and possible LAN-gaming with Zaki can de-stress myself.

It's Official, the latest news have start to kick in and it's time to face reality. :)
10:43 AM By MASHAFIZ

For the past two days,i have a very weird dream.
On friday i dream that i smoke a cigarette. Can you believe it, me smoking. Never in my life I would do that.
Then on saturday, i dream about an accident at a MRT station. A man which i nearly save. I already hold on to his hands and was about to pull him out but I was too late and the train hit the man.

Ok,some of you may think I weird. But some dreams may come true whether it bad or good. So i think there a bad omen coming, but tawakal je lah and prepare for the worst.

Btw, bowling session with the family for past two days. yesterday play 4 games, today we play 2. but the score just keep on dropping since yesterday from 96,94,86,80..today is 86,72...something must be a distraction,but what can I do. I pretty helpless now, there nothing much I could do.
9:11 AM By MASHAFIZ

MASHAFIZ IS DOWN BUT CERTAINLY NOT OUT :)

will try and keep on trying till he fail to try
7:33 AM By MASHAFIZ

like a lost man searching for the answer but he have no clue to solve the riddle
6:23 AM By MASHAFIZ

Although I know now is not the time but the feelings keep on growing. How I wish it could be simple enough to just say how deep the feeling is towards you. It must start somewhere and somehow but will it be the right moment.

I miss the chance once and hopefully not twice. Plenty of things running through this little brain of mine. What will happen and what could happened. Will I stutter that simplest phrase.

Everyone have a match made for them but without initiative, nothing is going to happen. You need to start a fire by lighting a matchstick. Be positive and give your best shot. Keep your head up and don't look back. :)



9:58 AM By MASHAFIZ

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