there 3 thing abt me that i really need to say.....

first up is happy mother day...ok i been bz and unable to update...i buy my mum a dress...it cost $80...my sis help me to pick it out....she say wats my budget...i juz keep quiet...den she say dat shop sell dress ard $70-$80...dat i juz reply her...we oni have one mum...from dat onwards...my hearts sank as i really love my mum...syurga dibawa kaki ibu...jadi sape2 yg berdosa,minta maaf sebeblom terlambt...after watching this malay drama ...i realise how impt my parents ar to me...

second is my check up today...the doc say i have this tongsil inside my throat...some sort like dat ar...that make me cough,sort throat,vomit,cough blood...she say its very big and may make me cough blood again...in a mth time if thing getting worst she will need me to go for an operation..

third is i kept dreaming abt this gerls...y cant it gone out of my head...y cant i forget abt it...i just dun understand myself..somewhere in my heart say u love her dunt u...i cheating myself...but shld i deserve a second chance...i think i shld not...i could not bear to make anyone suffer again...i could not find the ans anywhere in my life...mayb its fate for me juz to live the dreams...i dunnoe if i alredy a change person...juz in certain ways i guess.

juz a song i like to sing..haha...feel like got link with me

8:55 AM By MASHAFIZ

its a very long super duper i update...let me start...havee been bad for me this past 2 weeks...did i tell dat i have high fever for almost a week...38+ degrees everyday...was a bad way for me to handle...den i miss much sch due to m.c and miss many assignment...and it been piling up...last week i have been sent to the accident and emergency unit at sgh...the reason...i cough blood...ooouuhhh.....sound scary ar...but its a normal thingy to me...it happens since 2005...so did some xray...but nth was wrong...so the doctor juz give more medicines for me to swallow....actually i cant swallow bcoz i scared of capsule and pills...so i bite them no maater wat happen...one more thing,i vommit everytime after my meals...yes..it happens to me since 2005....nth seems right for me...assignment have been piling due to my frequent appoiintment wif doctors lah...go polyclinic lah...tired man...luckily today...i see spiderman3 wif my gay partner...another gay partner of mine....azmi...hahaha...after kena pangsey by our classmates...we watch ny ourself....was cool and ok...hahaha....hmm...wat else to say...next tues got appointment again...sians...i still cough blood...juz ytd happen..hmm...dats all for now...
7:50 AM By MASHAFIZ

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