last fridae was a disaster....i sneeze all the way when in skool.....den it was the most boring n lowest attandance ever....i feel lyk cancel the training but since ard 25 cadet hav cum....i dun want to cancel coz wat whould dey think den....den carry it on....after drill we do cheer....den i sorie for asking the cadets to do pumping....it was mine mistake....go eat n den went home....for todae,go c preview at stadium....was boring....and the ppl not enthu...onli me n my frenz was the enthu wan....den we went jurong point n eat....den go arcade....den we went play the dance2 revoltion....i perspired lyk wat lyk dat.....hahaha......i think muz do this more often so i can lose weight...hahaha..till here den...tmr got werk
9:31 AM By MASHAFIZ

ytd my poly life was ok....den go to training.....so aliff tear his chin...ouch....liyana have ventilation n zhi yang break his arm....oh no....get well soon guyz....rush up the unit for atc....c'mon guyz...faster abit.....den karen.kiwi,xiong n bernard cum....was shocked....den we went to eat at hazwani lyk usually.....den go home....goin to suffer sonn....thurs is my best poly days...got math n cadd.....hahah....the easiest amg all module....den went home.....tmr gonna beat by god sis....take cover.....hahaha.....c'ya all tmr...tmr training...plz hav arms drill hahaha
7:32 AM By MASHAFIZ

todae was the best tuesday of my poly life.....coz....no fights todae....i nvr sleep for any klass.....i was ok for my prac n ready for nxt wk test.....i alredy start to understand DE....muawhawhawha....maths also an okok thing......hahaha.....but juz the food dat kill me.......until when i cannot tahan the food..but nice...muawhawhawhamy life hav been great since sunday.....hehehe....too shy to say....hahaha....i can say i hav a crush....and onli hidayah noe it coz it inside my crush list den been prank by her.....damn...*winks*.......as each days past,i feel lyk i much noe her betta.....may i???if not a gd time,its ok....i will wait
6:59 AM By MASHAFIZ

went to new town todae for a atc meeting....i nid to take charge of a grp and land expidition...i nid to take full 9 hrs of land expidition...i gonna die...furthermore i got mid-sessional on monday....if fail dat...den the end...national service here i cum....went to sim lim tower to buy my circuit...den enjoy my way back home....hate my life...hate my life...hate my life....hate my life...hate my life...hate my life...sumbody stab me in the back...shoot me in the head point blank....poison my food....run me down wif a trailer....strike me wif lighting....beat me in a grp...push me into the mrt track....throw me out the window....cover my head wif pillow during my sleep....i juz a loner....loner at home...loner in my poly....loner in npcc....loner anywhere....so i lack one corner bagus....i juz a timid mouse....i juz a scare turle inside the shell....i juz a scare joey in my mother puoch....i juz a scare when seeing ghost....dats y none of my prob is solve....i too scared n dun accept the fact.....where all the ppl who luv me gone too???y i handle the skool alone???y i study alone???y my fem dun bother to ask me how my days???y no one ask me out???y no one date me out???y no one ask for my fone number???i juz bein an invisible man izzit...if i die bcoz of stress....den i betta die earlier so i can foget all the prob i havin now.....werking tmr....no mood ar...meeting at 6.30 am....wth....more pissed off....
7:17 AM By MASHAFIZ

todae poly life was ok.....wear pink bagju kurung...den when i wanna buy food at the canteen..the auntie say i look gd todae...she say todae her son hav racial harmony dae....hahaha.....den went mosque after dat go back to my sec skool....we hav a day of officer and cadet where the teacher n cadet inspector play a game wif the cadets...was fun but onli 1 c.i hav cum....n dats was me...the flour still stuck in my mouth....my team came up second....haha...go scorpio...muawhawhawha....den go eat wif the cadet b4 i go sumwhere else dat i cannot tell...den went home...i buy longan at the illegal stall at the mrt...happily swing the board n listen to my hp...den saw a grp of chinese gals crying...i c dat dey r lyk ah lian...so i heck care...den the uncles dat hang out at the void deck was not dere and was standing at the road....dey were pointing towards a window...i tot wat onli...den i hear dey say dey hear a loud bang...ohoh...den i saw a dead body on the grd...i quickly walk ard from it.....i was scared all the way....ur mum tell me u r sick...take care of urself....den she say u sleep late coz u study...dats gd but she add dat u always tolk at the fone dats y u study late at nite....haiyo y lyk dat.....den plz if u go home late.....call ur parent...if dere training...i send u back home...after wat ur mum tell me...i was shocked....i juz worried for u....plz...for ur mum n me....listen to her...she juz want u to b safe...me too....plz k....
8:16 AM By MASHAFIZ

todae my poly life was ok...hav maths den break den hav cadd.....its was so fun....lily was funni...muawhawhawha...she also quiet lenient....i nid to explain abt ytd ferst...i call home and ask my sis wat my mum cook...den she say sambal fish n kangkong belacan...yum3...den she say my dad did sumthing stupid...den i was lyk.....wth....wad did he do dis time.....i quickly went home...den when i reach in front the door step....i look at dem y dey staring at the wall...n the tv was off.....until i notice he bought a new flat lcd screen....it cost a bomb $4000+++....wow.....now my hall got 2 tv and each cost $4000++ and it was a the same place...juz the lcd is on the wall.....wth....my skool fees ard $1000 n haven pay yet....i dun deserve dis....i wanna go out asap....y?y?y?y?......sianz....den now doin my project.....i juz so happy now....dun noe wat to do....juz too happy....i dream abt u in my slept n always clench my fist as if u r walking bside me everytime....i was smilin every where....i lurve u sharfina....i lurve u sharfina...i lurve u sharfina...ku sygkn mu sharfina...ku sygkn mu sharfina...ku sygkn mu sharfina....wo ai nie sharfina...wo ai nie sharfina...wo ai nie sharfina......muacks....miss u.....lot of hugs n kisses......ur love from truly me....mashafiz a.k.a. drfiz,apiz,fillet o' fiz

7:47 AM By MASHAFIZ

todae my poly life was ok...end early....den go to my sec skool for training...wanted to hav arms drill but stupid principal n v.principal was not in skool....den juz hav normal drill...ferst time i wear full u...muawhawha...but i juz realise dat i hav my mid-sessional on 21 and my atc is on 18-20 of aug...how to study...wat to do....haiyo...more headache....den after skool i meet her.....we wanted hav a talk.....so we did....it was lyk cat n dog...we fight den make peace...fight den make peace...fight den make peace....den she luff...i cry...den we get angry...dat wat happen to us always...y u nvr juz tell mi earlier....now i noe the real situation....i sorie to accuse u...coz i also confuse and was sad coz u did dat to me....but it was ok...i forgiven u...u shld noe me betta...i would always forgive u for all ur mistake...coz i lurve u...muacks....take care and juz contact me if u nid help....u really look tired....plz dun walk dat way...it so dark and quiet...walk along the main road k...plz eat...u look so skinny...u dun hav meat at ur hand lyk dat...onli bones....u could not even fit a watch....jaga bdn jgn sampai kering nah....thank u so much for all the thing u hav done to me....mayb we can bcum frenz den we start afresh nxt yr....thank for saying yes when i ask u "can i mayb...together wif u again after ur o's".......i was very happy...i sorie for wat i done too....i smile along the way home...juz seeing u smiling when u went home juz make me happy....when will it be the nxt time we could go out and be alone again...i miss u...i juz pity u...dun get enuf sleep and do ur housewerk when ur mum not ard...should be hard...but dun neglect ur n level...if u cant cope...ask ur fem to help u...i also can help u but i juz sorie if i not up to ur expectation...btw....i dun get ur dnt project...izzit suppose to be a hand???hehe...hmm....but i finally....i lurve u sharfina....i lurve u sharfina...i lurve u sharfina...ku sygkn mu sharfina...ku sygkn mu sharfina...ku sygkn mu sharfina....wo ai nie sharfina...wo ai nie sharfina...wo ai nie sharfina......muacks....miss u.....lot of hugs n kisses......ur love from truly me....mashafiz a.k.a. drfiz,apiz,fillet o' fiz
8:59 AM By MASHAFIZ

todae my poly life was ok...end early....den go to my sec skool for training...wanted to hav arms drill but stupid principal n v.principal was not in skool....den juz hav normal drill...ferst time i wear full u...muawhawha...but i juz realise dat i hav my mid-sessional on 21 and my atc is on 18-20 of aug...how to study...wat to do....haiyo...more headache....den after skool i meet her.....we wanted hav a talk.....so we did....it was lyk cat n dog...we fight den make peace...fight den make peace...fight den make peace....den she luff...i cry...den we get angry...dat wat happen to us always...y u nvr juz tell mi earlier....now i noe the real situation....i sorie to accuse u...coz i also confuse and was sad coz u did dat to me....but it was ok...i forgiven u...u shld noe me betta...i would always forgive u for all ur mistake...coz i lurve u...muacks....take care and juz contact me if u nid help....u really look tired....plz dun walk dat way...it so dark and quiet...walk along the main road k...plz eat...u look so skinny...u dun hav meat at ur hand lyk dat...onli bones....u could not even fit a watch....jaga bdn jgn sampai kering nah....thank u so much for all the thing u hav done to me....mayb we can bcum frenz den we start afresh nxt yr....thank for saying yes when i ask u "can i mayb...together wif u again after ur o's".......i was very happy...i sorie for wat i done too....i smile along the way home...juz seeing u smiling when u went home juz make me happy....when will it be the nxt time we could go out and be alone again...i miss u...i juz pity u...dun get enuf sleep and do ur housewerk when ur mum not ard...should be hard...but dun neglect ur n level...if u cant cope...ask ur fem to help u...i also can help u but i juz sorie if i not up to ur expectation...btw....i dun get ur dnt project...izzit suppose to be a hand???hehe...hmm....but i finally....i lurve u sharfina....i lurve u sharfina...i lurve u sharfina...ku sygkn mu sharfina...ku sygkn mu sharfina...ku sygkn mu sharfina....wo ai nie sharfina...wo ai nie sharfina...wo ai nie sharfina......muacks....miss u.....lot of hugs n kisses......ur love from truly me....mashafiz a.k.a. drfiz,apiz,fillet o' fiz
8:59 AM By MASHAFIZ

todae my poly life was ok...end early....den go to my sec skool for training...wanted to hav arms drill but stupid principal n v.principal was not in skool....den juz hav normal drill...ferst time i wear full u...muawhawha...but i juz realise dat i hav my mid-sessional on 21 and my atc is on 18-20 of aug...how to study...wat to do....haiyo...more headache....den after skool i meet her.....we wanted hav a talk.....so we did....it was lyk cat n dog...we fight den make peace...fight den make peace...fight den make peace....den she luff...i cry...den we get angry...dat wat happen to us always...y u nvr juz tell mi earlier....now i noe the real situation....i sorie to accuse u...coz i also confuse and was sad coz u did dat to me....but it was ok...i forgiven u...u shld noe me betta...i would always forgive u for all ur mistake...coz i lurve u...muacks....take care and juz contact me if u nid help....u really look tired....plz dun walk dat way...it so dark and quiet...walk along the main road k...plz eat...u look so skinny...u dun hav meat at ur hand lyk dat...onli bones....u could not even fit a watch....jaga bdn jgn sampai kering nah....thank u so much for all the thing u hav done to me....mayb we can bcum frenz den we start afresh nxt yr....thank for saying yes when i ask u "can i mayb...together wif u again after ur o's".......i was very happy...i sorie for wat i done too....i smile along the way home...juz seeing u smiling when u went home juz make me happy....when will it be the nxt time we could go out and be alone again...i miss u...i juz pity u...dun get enuf sleep and do ur housewerk when ur mum not ard...should be hard...but dun neglect ur n level...if u cant cope...ask ur fem to help u...i also can help u but i juz sorie if i not up to ur expectation...btw....i dun get ur dnt project...izzit suppose to be a hand???hehe...hmm....but i finally....i lurve u sharfina....i lurve u sharfina...i lurve u sharfina...ku sygkn mu sharfina...ku sygkn mu sharfina...ku sygkn mu sharfina....wo ai nie sharfina...wo ai nie sharfina...wo ai nie sharfina......muacks....miss u.....lot of hugs n kisses......ur love from truly me....mashafiz a.k.a. drfiz,apiz,fillet o' fiz
8:59 AM By MASHAFIZ

todae went pretty well....do peee prac...was superb...hope to get full mark for lab test in 2 wks time...but de prac was a killer....i could not solve the prob....den hav maths...was gd lah....den de lecture...was another killer....den go to clementi buy paint for my project....hmm....very hard lah bein order ard...damn....who u think u ar???den eat wif hafiz at kfc....thinking of goin out again this sat...hahahaha....wif aliff.....muawhawhawha....den went home to relax....nid to study de from this wk...crs,idea,labtest,mst paper in 2 wks time.....c'mon hafiz....buck up especially ur de...dun giv up hopes....who can giv me ur support den tag my board....tmr got training....hmm...would be the best....arms drill lor.....muawhawhawha
6:28 AM By MASHAFIZ

todae was an ok2 dae for me...ferst my muz wake me up n giv me two latter...one is from npcc abt my posting...i get clementi town...hip2 hooray ararar...si sua2....was very happy until one was from my poly...it was my skool fees...i nid to pay $1o50...i was goin to faint lah...my mind go gagaga....i could not anything...juz go to skool in a bad mood....den at last do a perfect circuit and i lyk it...muahahaha....den went to my sec school to c how the sec 3 done their planning for thier camp...it was BAD....but sumthing betta can be done...den went mac n slack more...den meet my sis at cck...went the bazaar n buy a hp strap wif kaka name...coz no man u player name was on it and beckham...kaka quite gd and he from milan...paolo maldini juz rox lah!!!den went home n slack more...when i goin to start studying my digital electronics???saddening man
7:08 AM By MASHAFIZ

go to werk 2dae.....i bcuming more lyk a senior staff.....they treat mi to the extreme respect....after werk go bugis for awhile to exchange y beg....stupid...nvr check the beg den find a tear ytd....dat y i change...den go n eat.....till here den..boring 2dae actually
7:48 AM By MASHAFIZ

wake up at 11am todae....watch high skool musical...the show rock to the max lah....den prepare myself to gout toda wif my sec skool dudes...met adi at clementi den hafiz n his bro aliff at dover...went to bugis to hav a meal...den go the bugis market to look for my new bag....found one bag....cost 28...not bad....den meet cuiping den go orchard....we was very kecoh....met nana n filzah....adi frenz but i noe them...dey went eat n the four of us...aliff,hafiz n cuipng go walk2....den i wear my beg and fund out it was tear....damn...muz go n replace....wth.....den keep walking lor....go youth park to see a dance competition...some gd n some was bad....den the same four go home take 14....was ok...i chatted most of it wif cuiping....den both of us slack at clementi....we tolk alot of ting.....appreciate it....thanks....i still waiting for ur ans.....y u juz kept it quiet....juz tell me the truth lah....to make me realise.....coz i still luv u....s*******
8:51 AM By MASHAFIZ

ferst of all got crs(critical reasoning skill) presentation abt why we dun allow gay marriges...the lecturere say i start gd den stuck in the middle...hahaha...den go skool for cca...hav a talk wif mr yap...i mistook it by mr yam...hahaha...we talk abt npcc...den start the dae by having campcraft...was fun for sec 1...i dun noe abt the sec 2 n 3...den dey go hav this game...it was messy...and cock up...cant say nomore...pt was ok but until the part the nco called it pt games...no originality...hahaha...dun get offended...dey start to run lyk idiot...no safety guys...it was a disaster...den was shocked after hearing khatijah hurt her back and cant walk...omg...i think the impact was quite hard...ask munirah n steph apply heat rub on her...she look ok but still look pale..hope u r fine...den wait ard 7 + for her father den went mkn wif rachel,liyana,watie,akidah n ainul....she was a monster...she drank 4 drink and even think abt dessert when she cant even finish her food...she a camel i think...i eat but i vomit in the end...eeeewww...u still hav this cold shoulder towards me...y???wat still wrong dat i hav done...luvs u s*******
8:42 AM By MASHAFIZ

ok.....juz now test was easy...but i think i messed it up...i do it so quickly dat i forgot my basic...i miss most of the border dimension...damn...can get high actually....haiya...juz be patient nxt time....no mood to eat nowadays...may 1 per day....can use the computer now...the monitor hav came....now juz slacking and discussing wif adi n hafiz to go out on sat wif nana....*hmm*.....muahahahaaaa.....dun noe wat to do but hope we hav fun on dat dae....i wish could bring u out....but we no longer together and i would not want to disturb u....mayb wait until we cool down....nvm...i will hav the time if we r together....luvly....juz hope time pass fast....i still luv u n willing to wait not juz 17 mth but 10 yr....plz make the werld spin to the maximum.....den we will be happy again....sayang....yang sudah tu sudah...nangis tk berlagu....lagi

i love u s*******
5:54 AM By MASHAFIZ

its the ferst time logging in skool.....goin to hav my cadd test soon....hope i pass....this is one of the few subject dat i can pass....juz ate my lunch....feel lyk vomitting....juz chilling in the lab and wait for my lecturer....later blog again k...muahahahaaaaa
9:29 PM By MASHAFIZ

todae hav training......start a great day wif an orange shirt....striking....muahahahaaaa....but i was not feelin gd...my pain hurt and i feel weak....i was goin to faint....den i vomit at the toilet....i could not show anbody dat i am sick........den i conduct lecture on uniform ettiquette......i think i cock up big time.......it was suckkk....i feel lyk i wasted the chances......sorry....another thing.....i sorry for the cadet running to the classroom and mayb disturb the oral.....but it was not me who ask dey all do dat....den after dat we do drill.....hahaha.......some was funny.....imagine do fancy wif baton.....hahaha.....but cool leh.....den i learn the sec 2 cheer lah......cannot keep up wif the beat....den do cheer wif sec 3.....dey say ferst time see c.i so enthu do cheer wif everybody......muahahahaaaa.....den ainul was suppose to do a master parade....but overall it was ok...well done....but when i hear smbody tell mi dat a wallet was lost.....i was sianz alredy.....but it was found at last....gd lah....den we go hazwani for our dinner.....i blanja wati,ainul,liyana,cuiping and rachel....chicken noodle and dinosaur.....muahahaaaa.....ainul appetite was big and she lyk a camel....drink 2 drinks and drank her can drink within 5 mins.....omg....muahahahaaaa....den diturb her eating....she very fussy.....muahaaaaaaden i vomit again......i tot it was over.....i nvr vomit lyk nearly5 days...den 2dae was the most painful dae....i felt lyk hain heart attack....my ribs feel lyk empty in the middle.....den go home and continue slacking.....
6:45 AM By MASHAFIZ

seem free...let blog again...muahahaaa....i hav been patient and lenient in makin decision...muz i stand for myself and make my own decison....it look lke i hav been bully nowadays....bcoz i easy to approached and get con....juz say it to my face rather den backstabbing me in the back...dat y the werd is backstabbing not frontstabbing.....muahahaaaa.....nasi lemak buah bidara...sayang selasih hamba lurutkn...buang emak buang sedara...kerana kasih hamba turutkn....patient is a virtue....i will wait for u no matter wat happen....unless i was not given the extra mile to run and reach u....i dun hold any grudge if u hate me or blame me....juz dun accuse me of any doing dat i nvr did....juz gi me a chance....i haf change in wat ways i can....i juz nid to prove it....
7:40 AM By MASHAFIZ

at last after 6 long mth i ha start to blog back.....actually i forgot my username and password....damn stupid....firstly.....everything went wrong for me since may....but i muz let her go....i muz let her study so he would not dissapoint her parents.....but dun worry....a promise canot be broken....i will wait for her and hope we can start a fresh....ok...now alredy back in ply life...so far 50-50....pass some fail two....but i try to buck up....dat will be a prob....i been feeling weird lately......by feet dat hav fractured b4 was feelin bad.....i get easily.....wth.....my mood to eat also drop.....juz waiting to go to my check up.....some ppl say i hav lose weight....hahaha..thanks...but it true....mayb sumthing is really wrong wif me....even my laptop hav prob....argh.....but forget abt it...if dere bad ting happen...at least gd thing muz hapen rite....yah...i went to npcc training...feel so happy....teach the cadet wat i learn...implemented new thing....can i prove dem dat i the best c.i since a long time.....c'mon sec 3....let do the best n god will do the rest....sorie for the messy post....so many thing nvr update.....tmr hav np training....let hope it turn out ok....i really dun want to punish the sec 3....till here den....
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7:13 AM By MASHAFIZ

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