Saturday, January 06, 2007
today hav cca open house meeting...the first time i went to the skool.....it was a messy place....i went berserk like wat liyana say.....i dun know how to control and vent my anger properly....i so sorry to all of u whu attend the meeting.....sorry to syarifah bcoz i throw the proposal and it might hit u....the proposal was not to the standard as u all are at the peak at the moment....with that kind of proposal...u would sure be kick in the ass in the real world...luckily it was not sir kiwi.....let it be a learning lesson towards us and make a ctnpcc the best and the precious memories to rmbr.....overall i c an improvement in the later part of the meeting....i hope u all could benefit from doing this....it always a learning journey bcoz u won't stop even u r old....i was really2 like shit today.....i hate myself.....how could i do this to u all....i shld shot myself in the head....went to eat den meet farhanna...decided to follow her to sp openhouse......i felt like regret to take electronics,computer,communication....i felt like taking marinetime engineering where more jobs are needed right now.....shld i change and dat means i would be a first yrs graduate again....izzit a wise choice or a bad one from me....still thinking....overall i dissapoint wif myself today for not solving the problem wif soft approached.....i hav failed....9:51 AM By MASHAFIZ
