Saturday, July 22, 2006
went to new town todae for a atc meeting....i nid to take charge of a grp and land expidition...i nid to take full 9 hrs of land expidition...i gonna die...furthermore i got mid-sessional on monday....if fail dat...den the end...national service here i cum....went to sim lim tower to buy my circuit...den enjoy my way back home....hate my life...hate my life...hate my life....hate my life...hate my life...hate my life...sumbody stab me in the back...shoot me in the head point blank....poison my food....run me down wif a trailer....strike me wif lighting....beat me in a grp...push me into the mrt track....throw me out the window....cover my head wif pillow during my sleep....i juz a loner....loner at home...loner in my poly....loner in npcc....loner anywhere....so i lack one corner bagus....i juz a timid mouse....i juz a scare turle inside the shell....i juz a scare joey in my mother puoch....i juz a scare when seeing ghost....dats y none of my prob is solve....i too scared n dun accept the fact.....where all the ppl who luv me gone too???y i handle the skool alone???y i study alone???y my fem dun bother to ask me how my days???y no one ask me out???y no one date me out???y no one ask for my fone number???i juz bein an invisible man izzit...if i die bcoz of stress....den i betta die earlier so i can foget all the prob i havin now.....werking tmr....no mood ar...meeting at 6.30 am....wth....more pissed off....7:17 AM By MASHAFIZ
